Crashing down,
Shattering,
Breaking me,
My will.
When it's gone--
All gone...
Then, will I praise.
When it is impossible,
Improbable,
Achingly painful
To take one more step.
When I cannot move,
Think,
Breathe
Without falling apart,
Heart breaking,
Aching--
Then, will I praise.
Remind me then
Of who I am,
Who you are.
Remind me why I am here,
Every day,
Still here.
Be with me
When I'm raging,
Angry,
Hostile,
Hateful,
When I'm impossible to love--
Then, will I praise.
Then will I praise you.
In all things,
In all times,
When I most want
And when I can't.
Can't? Won't.
Then,
Always,
Forever,
With all of my being,
Then, will I praise you.
